just maybe
i should probably be more spontaneous. i’m a plan kind of girl, always have been. i like to know what to expect and when. i like to be prepared. i like something to look forward too. but rarely do these ‘plans’ work out, so why bother making them? why not just fly by the seat of my pants? that after all is really living, isn’t it? nothing can be expected so i don’t know why i try so hard to control things or figure things out. i need to step back, relax, and just jump into whatever is coming whenever it’s coming. let someone else do the work
